#Confession
I should stop doing whatever i'm doing now, and start to think about my future. I have to study as hard as my friends. Infact double hard cause i still can't keep up with the subject. I got to have a good grade. I have to think about my family, who's counting on me. I don't want to let them down. I know, i should stop doing stupid thing, and make study as my first priority. I want to change, but i no robots. I have to do it slowly, one by one. So, stop pushing me, brain! Its my body who didn't want to cooperate. I'm hoping i could change. For better tomorrow. For better Maya. And, i am going to be me. I'm not going to change that. If you have trouble with me, then fine. I don't need you then. I'm not gonna change for someone who isn't sure to be with me all the time. I am clingy. I want to survive in this world. I don't like giving up. But i'm not strong like i used to be. Stop pushing my heart. I don't like falling to a guy who didn't even like me. But that's always happen to me. I'm falling for someone who hate me. Literally. I don't like falling in love. I think love is crazy. It make you do crazy things for unknown. I don't like love. Sorry to say. I'm done with this post. This post is so sakai. Bye. xx