Hi, today i feels so empty. I mean, like really empty. I got nothing to do. Haih, hw? No, i didn't do that. Haih, i never feels so empty like this. Just done reading someone love's story. How lucky they could find their soulmate. I wish i will find mine too. I really want someone who could accept me 'just they way i am'. Guess i haven't found it yet. I am insecure about my looks, my personality, everything. I'm afraid if i talk way to much with a guy, i might losing it. I'm not that good. I'm not that pretty, I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. Haih. I want to change, but you know me. I am good at talking, but when it come to doing it =.=. I tried to dress up nice, but it still doesn't work. Why are guys didn't like me? Hm, guess i am too ugly. Too stupid, too bad. I tend to write about my negative side's until someone stop me. Someone, please. Save me from this lonliness, i probably know you guys would assume me as a despreate girl. Sure, i know, cause people judge. Judge me all you want. I don't care anymore. I'm done. Later. Bye Takecare.xx