Truth to be heard, I still miss you. I miss our meaningless conversation, I miss our stupid fight, I miss our random "I love you" text. I miss fooling around together. I miss you being mine. I miss your "not so guy" voices. I miss your "Bestnya kalau dpat kuar sama" text. I miss your "Sedapnya nama you, i suka dga". I miss the fact that we are once so close. And now? I hate that I miss you. I hate the fact that you'll be having meaningless conversation with someone else. I hate the fact that I will never had that stupid fight again. With you. I hate the fact that your gonna send the "I love you" text to someone else. I hate that we will never fooling around together again. I hate to know that you'll never be mine again. I hate that I will never hear your "not so guy" voice anymore. I hate that you are not going to ask me out, again. I hate to know that you will never gonna say "Sedapnya nama you, i suka dga", again. I hate that we are once so close. Any most of all, I hated how I still can't forget you :'(
I keep my head busy, because I thought once my head fulls with all the f*cking crap, I'll never remember you. I automaticly will forget you. But, life wasn't that simple. In the end of the day, you still the one I wanted the most. I saw you today. You look happy. I tried to be happy, but I can't. Not until I found someone who I will love the way I love you. Ramadhan is coming soon. This is our month. July. I remember it clearly, We started text 7/7/10. Remeber how you always ask me, "You pegi bazaar mana? I selalu pegi Ampang Jaya punya. Jom lh jumpa?". Haih, I miss you. xx