Life as a single gal~

Assalamualaikum, How are you guys doing out there? Well, I'm alive. It's been 1 year. 1 year I've survived as a single gal. Mygad. I didn't even like being single. I am relationship kind of girl. That's just who I am. I just can't live without boys. Really. Truly. Why on earth did I said that? Sebab I mmg suka kalau lelaki tu suka kat I, paham tak macam mana? Maya suka sangat kalau tgk sweet couple. Maya suka tengok org dating. Sambil tgk dorg dating tu, ada jugak terpiki, bilalh Maya pulak nak dating kan? Maya rasa takkan kot. Yea lah, mana lah ada org nak suka kat Maya ni. Ya Allah, bila igt takkan ada org suka kat Maya, perasaan tu. Haih, mcm mana lah agaknya perasaan perempuan yang ramai org suka. Apa perasaan dorg eh? Agaknya Maya akan rasa tak perasaan tu. Maya nak sgt jadi cantik doe. Serious, sebab Maya ni tak cantik. Maya nak jugak rasa perasaan ada laki yang suka kitaa. Maya nak jadi center attention. Maybe korg kata Maya ni despro, tapi korg taktau perasaan ni. Betapa...... Hah, susah lah. Sekarang Maya mana guna phone dah. Kalau guna pun bukan ada org pun nak text. Takat kawan2 jea baik takyah. I want acap so much. Tapi, kalau dapat pun lah kan, apa yang Maya nak cakap dgn dia nanti? Things must be awkawrd between us. Things will never be the same. I'm not going to be his "teman tapi mesra" anymore.  There will be just a memory. Gosh, Till then, xx